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She was not happy for the coming holidays. She was sad because she knew she has nothing to do in these holidays. She can't go out and roam around aimlessly. She wanted to watch a movie and she insisted him to go. He didn't deny but didn't say yes either. So, basically she has no plan for long weekend except cooking. But she liked cooking, for her cooking is not duty to feed her family. It is more like a stress buster. Sitting at her window looking out at sky she thought like this infinite sky our expectations are also infinite. These expectations are major cause of our problems, disappointments and anxiety. Evening sun was setting. Color of the infinite sky changed from blue to orange then purple and finally black. She watched birds flying in groups. They are flying towards their nests, she thought, to feel the comfort of their home. She also wanted to feel that comfort of home which she didn't feel from many years. She sleeps 7-8 hrs everyday but she didn't feel relaxed. She was battling with herself for what she wants, why nothing in this world is giving her comfort, why doesn't she feel in peace. She has asked this question to herself many times but the answer is always same 'silence'. She is dealing with these questions from past couple of months. She has stopped expecting but her subconcious still expects from him. Which she tries to ignore. But not everytime. Her thought marathon was interrupted by his voice who asked her if she wants a coffee, he is going to make one for him. She nodded and closed the window. "The weather is chiller than yesterday", she said to him. He pulled her towards him, put his arms around her and hugged her. He asked if she is feeling cold. She also hugged him and said, "No this place is cosy and warm." He kissed her on forehead. She kissed his chest because this is where she could reach. She loves to rest her head on his chest while they hug. She felt comforted in his arms. She felt at peace. She felt safe. She felt the love and care. She forgot about everything she was thinking and lived in the moment she was. She knew having him besides her she will detangle her thoughts one day.